I came back from a business trip, and the first thing my seven-year-old son said was, “Don’t go into my room.” Of course, I went in anyway.

19. Lauren was 23. We needed her then.”

“I was a coward,” he admitted.

The answer was so simple that it hurt more than an excuse would have.

“I told myself I was protecting you from more pain. The truth is, I could not face what I had done. Every year I waited, it became harder to come back.”

Lauren wiped her eyes.

“He called me because he’s sick.”

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