My family locked me in the basement to give birth. Days later, they returned to find a dark red liquid seeping from the door. As my mother screamed, a voice whispered behind her, “Looking for me?”

the cellar. As I listened to the rhythmic, galloping sound on the monitor, I finally felt ownership over my own life again.

When spring finally broke the Boston freeze, bathing the city in a golden, forgiving light, my daughter entered the world. I named her Emma.

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