My husband left for a vacation just days before my scheduled C-section with our twins—but when he finally came back, his knees were trembling.

I noticed something strange.

Whenever Trevor talked about becoming a father, he spoke about it as if it lived in the future.

“Once the babies are here…”

“When everything gets crazy…”

I never corrected him.

I assumed it was just part of him adjusting to becoming a father.

By the seventh month, carrying twins felt like carrying the entire house on my back.continue reading …